THERE ARE NO WORDS

THERE ARE NO WORDS TO EXPRESS MY SADNESS, THOUGH IT'S PROBABLY SELFISH OF ME, I SHOULD BE HAPPY THAT YOU'RE AT PEACE NOW, BUT IT'S STILL SO HARD TO BELIEVE; THERE ARE NO WORDS THAT I CAN FIND, TO EXPLAIN WHAT I'M FEELING INSIDE, THE LONLINESS SADNESS AND YES EVEN ANGER, I FEEL LIKE IT WAS ME WHO DIED; THERE ARE NO WORDS CREATED BY MAN, TO JUSTIFY THE PAIN IN MY HEART, IF I COULD I'D COME TO BE WITH YOU, IT'S SO AWFUL US BEING APART; THERE ARE NO WORDS TO EXPLAIN TO OTHERS, HOW CLOSE YOU AND I HAD BECOME, NOTHING WILL EVER COMPARE TO THAT, YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND I MISS YOU MOM; THERE ARE NO WORDS I KNOW THIS NOW, TO HELP ME TELL YOU GOOD-BYE, SO KNOW I LOVE AND MISS YOU MOM, I'LL BE WITH YOU WHEN GOD SAYS IT'S TIME.

IF I COULD JUST GO BACK IN TIME TO CHANGE SOME THINGS I'VE DONE, TO EXPRESS MYSELF IN A DIFFERENT WAY TO WALK INSTEAD OF RUN, IF I COULD JUST GO BACK IN TIME I'D TAKE THINGS NICE AND SLOW, I'D LOOK BEFORE I LEAPED SO FAST I'D TAKE THE TIME TO GROW, IF I COULD JUST GO BACK IN TIME I WOULD NOT HAVE CRIED SO MANY TEARS, MY HEART AND MIND WOULD BE SECURE I WOULD HAVE CONQUERED ALL MY FEARS, IF I COULD JUST GO BACK IN TIME MY REGRETS WOULD NOT BE SO EXTREME, I WOULD'NT WORRY ABOUT THE LITTLE THINGS I WOULD HAVE FOLLOWED ALL MY DREAMS, IF I COULD JUST GO BACK IN TIME THERE WOULD BE NO SECRETS OR LIES, I WOULD NEVER HANG MY HEAD IN SHAME I'D WALK WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH, IF I COULD JUST GO BACK IN TIME I WOULD NOT HAVE THIS DESIRE, TO GO BACK AND CHANGE THE THINGS I'VE DONE I'D BE SOMEONE I ADMIRED.